September 29, 2010

` Feeling Now ~

Today was so sick >< ~
fighting, hurt, crying, dissapointed, anger, anything else...??
idk ~ this is so SUCK
why...?? i'm trying hard u know...?? i'm trying with my way...??
i'm trying everything as long as i can...
but my tears didin't have a price for this LIFE....
i'm trying hard for everyhting, ~

i'm learnign about evrything that i can't do when i'm in there ~ but why i've to accept this thingy...???
well,. yeah..
honestly, i'm not trying to be honest, and ruined everythings...
that's my fault, ~ but u don't have to made me down ~...~

really DISSAPOINTED ~
when i missed somebody i felt like i fell guilty about evrythings, now when i'm stuck with this problem i can't faced it,...
i'm sorry because, i felt guilty to anyone, when i wanna prove about anything, there's nothing happened, just a problem, a tiny problem then it's stsartin to BIGGER ~

i don't know what should i do......?? ~
ijust feel the pain and it's hurt :'(
my tears really they dont have any prices =.=|

when i'm trying to find somebody ~ but they always running,.
so i just feel alone now ~ whatever this life wanna do to me ~
i GIVE up