November 11, 2010

WHAT SHOULD I CALL YOU

Beach was a place that i wanna go for REALAX...


The place that i wanna out of control.


The place that i wanna cry for..

I'm so CONFUSED..


One side., i want you., but one side I CAN'T...


With what about who I'M


Beach the place i wanna feel the wind hear the shore, screaming and SAW the BEAUTIFUL of SEA...
I wanna LAUGH OUT LOUD ( LOL )



The place i wanna feel HAPPY and most of all., the place that i wanna be MY SELF and BE JUST WHO I'M.....


Sound crazy., BESIDEs that..


The place that i wanna go is SKATEPARK..
i wanna falliing in love with one of them., make some NOISE....!!!

Ay' is ON THE FLOOR with them.., i wanna make some CRAZIEST thing with them ( MY BOY ) i wanna make some RULES " THERE IS NO RULES " i wanna get LAID with them...


( NO I'M KIDDING ) i mean.. i wanna do that WITH MY HUSBAND when i get MARRIED....

no I;M NOT GETTING MARRIED..., i don't want to..

That's my promise...



Really I'm in teh CONFUSING PART of my life..

Wanna feel FREEDOM...


Truth is., i never come back home at THIS TIME... I mean i just did a BAD THING...


and i don't wanna do that again.. that's really NOT HELPFUL...



I wanna focus in the mid term, that will be held as soon as possible., and i wanna focus on my SCHOOL... CHANGE na dbe THE BEST for MOM and DAD..


NOW...

1. NO BOY
2. NO LOVE
3.NO CRY
4.NO STRESS
5.NO FUN
6.FOCUS ON YOUR STUDY
7.GET A SCHOLARSHIP
8. BE A SUCCES AYU ( AMIN YA ALLAH )
9.MAKE MY MOM AND DAD PROUD
10. I WILL DO ALL THE THINGS...



Just do it or you will gonna LOOSE IT........


Keep FIGHT !!!!!!!!!!!!


BY :: Ayy...............