Hurt ... Bad HURT !! deep HURT !!!
repeat - BAD DEEP AND FUCKING hurt ....
when you were finally on the top , and you were happy ...
and then you are falling into the ground and then up side down ...
then you are get up, and then go down again, and get up, and go down...
no one will HELP you !! even you think that GOD can't help you ..
but who knows ? when you already pray for anyone, include for that problem ...
it's never stop.. I mean i already give up ... i already think that maybe i should die then i live...
i think that maybe i should leave the world , earth , anything ...
to make em realize that worlds isn't just for them...
why GOD give us big problem, i just need an answer , i just need somebody to stand besides me and give me power , strength , advice , hug , love ... I need someone to understand me ...
But should i stop to pray ?
