Can anybody come save me?!
I can't tell anything ! just breaking apart !
don't wanna destroy but have been destroyed !
why i've to be like this ?
what's wrong with me?
i just can't believe that will happened ...
first thing first ~ someone just get angry to me, just because i said something, but don't mean anything ... damn !! you gave me a mood booster !!
and now your best friend mad at me and blame me, because he think that i'm making your heart is broken !! what a perfect CRIME !! damn !
what should i do, with a boy like that ? and now all you can do is quite? because you can't do anything besides quite and make feel guilty...
shit man !! and sorry if you wanna remove me from you blackberry messenger list, just do it !! go then !!
because i'm not such a stupid girl whose gonna begging you for make sure or begging that "please don't remove me" what a stupid you !!!
well, the fact is I'M NOT KINDA GIRL LIKE THAT !! i'm not easy to find and don't call me BITCHY if you are the BACKSTABBER !! damn !! go to HELL !!
I'm not going mad at you, if your not did this to me, all i know the first time, we haven't such a stupid problem, there's no PROBLEM between us !! and now just because i said "what the hell you doing?" your going mad at me, and make me feel guilty?
I'm sorry BOY then you was WRONG about me !!!
just deal with it that you LOOSE !! shit man !!
i really hate person when you don't wanna say sorry, but you know that your the BIG MISTAKE !!
and i hate person when you just keep your EGOISM, because you think that if you still stay with that way, then I'M GONNA APOLOGIZE to you !? what a STUPIDITY !!
Hell yeah, don't ever say anything when you made a WRONG decision that IGNORE ME or REMOVE me !! i'm not gonna remove you, but if your the one who REMOVE me from your list, even thought that we have no PROBLEM or such a thing !! THEN you already did A BIG MISTAKE !!
the second of this shit or part of my life, when i'm found someone to be LIKE - REPEAT - JUST TO BE LIKE !! he already have a GIRLFRIEND !! what the fuck ! damn.. and thanks god, i still in the first stage and that is
" JUST LIKE HIM "
well, you should understand the different between
this three stage ~
" LIKE "
" LOVE "
" and when you really felt like " I'M A PART OF YOU "
thanks god, i'm still in the stage one...
well, just being honest, i'm still disappointed, but that's just make me now hoe hard my life !
and now i've to still move one, and keep going with my life in here.. i mean in the campus life..
hello.. i'm young, i'm 17 years old. and say hello to your perfect life...
well, thanks for your time, you already read my story today ! :) and i appreciated that...
see you..
hell yeah ! and hey boy ! really !
YOU NEED TO CHANGE ~ FT ~
I do care about you and your whole life, but that's extend friend, no more !!
so if you still being such a KIDDO !!
then you'll never be in a GOOD LIFE !!
i did this because i care ~ not because i hate you !!
and if you still being such a JERK, then you should buy a MIRROR and GO SEE YOUR SELF IN THERE ~ THEN FIND YOU IDENTITY ~
*life is our choice to be different in our way, and i hope that will be good way*
love - cheers - dragoste - :))
Selene * xoxo
