July 26, 2011

Kyla kinschoni

i miss you, damn !!! i ain't miss you, and shit man, i don't wanna miss you...
i'm definitely planned that i'm gonna hate you and your stupid life, but why every time that i'm thinking about you, then i just remember your stupid eyes, those eyes, remembering me of something, i mean you just like the old me, i don't know...


and every time i wanna see you or wanna know you, they told me, about racism, they were remembering me about that, do you hate racism too?? or maybe you agreed with racism too...
and every time they remembering me about color skin, do you think i like it?? i mean i do have my own reason, why i hate people whose remembering me about that,
do you think i ain't crying every time i remembered about that shit?

well, i don't wanna blame you, i just wanna blame my self, i hate my self, i mean i'm tired if this is just happening in my life, and every time i wanna stand up, then someone breaking down again my wall, they're just making me more crying, and more hurts..
i do tired, and i wanna finished my life, i'm tired.. really tired...

so, can you just look at me one time? just for one time..??
please come back home soon.. :"(