the day before, after everything is such a dream...
looks like i've to being in the dark again, lock my self and crying every night, trying to forget this life..
i'm tired, dying slowly..
can't stop shed my tears because of you..
do you think this is good ?? i'm not ok, every time i see you, that will hurt my heart, then here you go again, with that fake attitude..
i'm lost my feelings, then you casually toying my heart..
i lost my mind, they call me crazy, they told me that "my tears is to precious, just because i'm crying for you" don't you know that i'm stuck with you,
i wan't to forget you, but i can't, i want to erase you, but i felt sorry for you,
hard to forget you, isn't enough for you ? what are you doing exactly now ? do you feel sorry for me ?
can you just saying hello or maybe say hi to me ?
why you doing this to me ? so far, the ending is, the fact is you didn't like me, you just can't accept me for who i'm...
i don't have any person to share with it, i just have tears, song, and god to tell about what i'm feeling now..
why in my life there's always a back cloud ? why ?
can i have some rainbow ? do i have it ?
it's following me any where i'm going, and it's like share the thunder and rain in my life.
why i always be a wild grass, when people always step on me, i have life too, i have feelings too..
why people don't want to understand, is any body want to she this girl, even if she's screaming or yelling?
all they know is " she's fine ! " well i'm not, i wanna share my tears with all of you..
i'm not fine...