I started this post with a...........
"FINAL EXAM IS KILLING ME" nyeeeehhh x_x and i couldn't breath normally, and got push by all those problem, feelings, exam, and bla bla bla !!!!
so many things happened exactly before the exam begin, so for now i decided to stop chasing anything for him, its like when i got those news and then feels like really bad, got a slap in the middle of the day and i don't know where should i start...
the point is " its all about wisdom, courage maturity" i guess all that stuff, i don't know don't wanna discussed it but still thinking about it, it still hurts and i still care ~ or whatever is it..
i need few days to relax, need a holiday at beach, seeing the shore, clouds, water i need that !!!
because when i saw the water its just making me more comfortable and feels like in the heaven.
believe me i need to be relax..
yeah whatever !! bye ~
