August 16, 2012

Blue Day

Its not literally blue day, you know like blue as gray and gloomy day..
Hahaha, its not... ummm well, kinda, sort of, just a little bit of it..
So, i got a few days off from colegio universitario and i need to use it very clearly, 

I wonder, how people think about feelings, how do they survive from pain? broken hearted? 
hahaaa, see.. i guess my title's match with the contents ;p 
i was just afraid if i didn't believe with "those' things anymore you know like 

"the butterfly in your stomach"
"the passion" or even "the happiness" 

-Guess its my freaky side-

What do you think when someone loves you, like really loves you, but the other's not, i mean, the other is do love you, but still can't move on from the past? its like still have the images of the past, and someone said wanna back to the past and do it again, the whole thing, or whatever is that..
not going to mention the whole story, but, yes as you see i'm live in it, and you know what? its hurt..

Its like :
"you've been pulled by someone to the heaven, and then those someone's also pushed you to the ground but those someone's also rescue you from the ground", do you get it?
and this is how i feel, maybe lost, tired, hurt, but still want it so badly, still believe it, still trust it, still happy and hurt at the same time..



"So it's not gonna be easy. It's going to be really hard; we're gonna have to work at this everyday, but I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, forever, everyday. You and me... everyday.” 

"I love you. I am who I am because of you. You are every reason, every hope, and every dream I've ever had, and no matter what happens to us in the future, everyday we are together is the greatest day of my life. I will always be yours.” 
Nicholas SparksThe Notebook

“You are my best friend as well as my lover, and I do not know which side of you I enjoy the most. I treasure each side, just as I have treasured our life together.” 
Nicholas SparksThe Notebook


"Just like i said : You're the one who saved me"

"Its a favor if i just DISAPPEAR"

Austin: Do you believe in love at first sight? 
Sam: I'll let you know. 
Sam: Maybe this whole relationship is just better off in cyberspace.
Sam: Sometimes, fantasies are better than reality
Sam: I thought that I could handle this, but I really can't