things we've been through? or things i've been through?
So many things, feelings, pain, patience, love, anger, sadness, or even happiness that i felt about him, us or our future, my thoughts would never stop thinking, it'll always spinning, keep spinning, and always keep spinning about us, so many questions about us,
i hate when i'll choose another perception about us,
so.. "Would you think about us again?"
my heart belongs to you, but that's weird cause.............
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"I hate to thinking when you don't wanna to stay, why would i? why should i? why i should push you to stay, when you don't wanna stay"
"As you see forever isn't long at all when i'm with you"
"Its hard not to feel lost sometimes"
"Wasn't it beautiful when you believed in something?"
*Would you cross you heart for me?* :")
Hey, nikky... would you know something....??
"Probably, you already know how deep my love for you, how stupid i've become because of you, how gorgeous i've become because of you, how i shared the laugh and smile because of you, how i see the sun so bright because of you, you made me feel different, loving, caring, teasing, kissing, hugging, and even you let me feel your deepest pain about your past............
'But... what i do? i don't care, i still love you, still love the old boy, still miss those laugh and smile that you used to shared with me, i want to fight for you, no matter what happen in the future, i don't care what people say, they don't perfect either, they can say anything but ask them one thing
"are they the perfect couple without problem?" can they answer it?
"I just wanna be happy with you, trying the other crazy thing with you, can't let you be in the sadness, deepest fear alone, can't do that nikky, i can't see you sad"
Would you do those stuff with me, together and we try, we just try,
But if you can't, then i'll try let you go, if you can feeling free without me, then maybe i'm not your brightest star in your sky,
but remember i will cross my heart and keep those feeling, so if you change your mind, i will open those "magical" things again and do it with you again
Can't say it will be perfect but, i will try to do anything, to make you happy and be with you, but i will try to make it last forever to both us, i promise i will try <3 i="i" nbsp="nbsp">
Dedicate to: Nikky Nicholas
The perfect boy i've ever met....
love : Ayu Zahra Azhalea