So, here i am.. you know thinking about anything... actually "something" ... should i mention about that "something" ?... NOPE .... Its just my conscious mind, because literally am thinking about something, so thats not my unconscious mind *long sigh*Am talking too much, am i ? haha.. so these few days i've my best days EVER !!! TOTALLY, i mean (this is exhausting) haha thats the part of one song, ~ next.
I spent my nights with nirvana, she's so pretty, i mean she's my another lesbian (don't believe that) actually she's my another bff, am so in love with her, mimi's too of course, well, we are not so close from 1st semester you know, but thanks god we are close right now, so at least i know, which one is my real BFF
Trust me! when you saw her at the first time, your hypnotized, she's like a goddess, and then wait for - a second - then bam.. she's totally super crazy, umm still "pretty" anyway, but thats why i love her so much, because she's hypnotized me and everything's changed.. she was spent these two days with me, well not now, last night we went to Lucy in the sky, its a bar and restaurant!
To be honest.. Am so excited about last night, we were laughing, teasing, even doing "free association" on each other, you know "psychological things" but most of all we are spent our nights with being crazy, and i thank to God because i finally found someone whose accepted my "manners"
I guess now she's in her apartment, Do you want to know why i love her so much ??the answer is " She's so indulgent, hearing me talking all night long, am talking just like a radio.. couldn't stop and she's a very good listener" i mean -HELLO..* How many of you guys could bear on someone who talk too much ? Yep.. "too much" ! and she's like sitting there doing nothing but listening carefully to me, and am.. like? haha.. "Killing her slowly maybe" =p
Hey! Nirvana, you got my loyalty ~ i promise :")
the point is, i couldn't wait spending another night with her and mimi ~ love you guys xoxo
Well, another story is i cried this noon, maybe while am listening to some sad songs, and then i started to thinking about my problem, "un-solve" problem, hell no! and i start talking to my self, like such
"A QUEEN DRAMA"
really i'm not lying, am talking like he was here with me, its a random conversation, i hate the parts when am listening to my favorite songs, and then memories start to fade about, and la la la... la la la...
*exit* i mean the tears..
Dunno..! but i still curious about anything, that's mean i still care ... sometimes i just want to disappear but i realize something, running from this fu*king problem?! and guess what, you wouldn't get the answer,, But sometimes i'm just too exhausting of anything, Hell no! fuck yeah! pendo or something...And, i realize again.."its just me... being tired"
But actually am not kind of that person, i will fight or get the answer, so whatever... just keep it in your line, i know i'll crying all the time, but that's fine...
Buenas Noches
Ciao and adios ~xoxo~
