Lost in The Battle

I was just lost in my own battle, and tears just like a heavy rain, and who will care about you ? no one.. *REPEAT* no one dear...

I decided to pull my self out of this, all of this, i still wanna figure this out, but i realize its too late, and i see you.. nothing in your eyes, you have her, and you see her, 

do you know how much it hurts for me? would you know about it? i see its A big NO, so i decided to pull everything out of my league..

My tears were useless i guess, and i don't know what should i do now, i mean i can't even control my weather, can't control the rain, i decided to lock my self from everything, i promise, i promise..

I'm gonna miss you a lot, you're just like a tattoo in my soul, me? what's the meaning of me in yours? nothing i guess.. 

You're still the one i dream off, your name will be in my every prayer, you're still the tattoo in my heart... But baby i just need to figure this out, like its just confusing, and exhausting.. I will miss you a lot, like a lot... Trust me..

Nikky Nicholas i will love you and miss you a lot, a lot, like you are the air in my life, i can feel you in my breath, i will touch and hug you, unfortunately its just in my dream, and nobody can love you, just like i do, but i see its just me, am the only one who did that, so i guess i was lost in the battle and everything is fade away..

With love : Me :"(