June 1, 2014

Nerdy Dreamer

Sometimes i caught my self, daydreaming about once upon a dream...
This seductive substance addictive that live inside me, making a lot of connection with the cerebral and make me stay awake with my own way about "how-do-my-brain-works & how-about-my-personality"

Since i'm so into the Disney world thingy, especially the princess edition, well there's a lot of good point to see with these deep quotes. indeed, i feel huge deep connection about it, and since they're my mood booster of emotion dopamine inside my soul, i feel like i would like you to know about it. 

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Once upon a dream, even when the first time i see you in my dream, and i know what you'll do you loved me at once the way you did once upon a dream.
I know you, i walked with you once upon a dream, i know you the gleam in your eyes is so familiar a gleam, then i try not to speak with a stranger.. 


Prince Phillip: I'm awfully sorry. I didn't mean to frighten you.
Princess Aurora: Oh, it wasn't that. Is just that you're a... a...
Prince Phillip: A stranger?
Prince Phillip: But don't you remember? We've met before.
Princess Aurora: We... we have?
Prince Phillip: But of course! You said so yourself. Once upon a dream.




Princess Aurora: But you know something? I fooled them. I *have* met someone.
Owl: Who? Who?
Princess Aurora: Oh, a prince.
Princess Aurora: Well, he's tall and handsome, and... and so romantic.
Princess Aurora: Oh, we walk together, and talk together, and just before we say goodbye, he takes me in his arms, and then... I wake up.
Princess Aurora: Yes, it's only in my dreams. But they say if you dream a thing more than once, it's sure to come true, and I've seen him so many times.






Suddenly when he came and all this butterflies feeling in my stomach pop up, then here i am, looking at your eyes, your smile, you hypnotized me at the first sight, warming up my heart, freeze my brain, then i can't say any words, lip closed because all i know is how deep is your look at me with my mouth open while my body's freezing  


"i wonder, why each of little bird have someone?"




Maleficent: Listen well, all of you.
Maleficent: The princess shall indeed grow in grace and beauty, beloved by all who know her. But... before the sun sets on her 16th birthday, she shall prick her finger, on the spindle of a spinning wheel - AND DIE!



Merryweather: Sweet princess, if through this wicked witch's trick, a spindle should your finger prick... a ray of hope there still may be in this, the gift I give to thee. Not in death, but just in sleep, the fateful prophecy you'll keep. And from this slumber you shall wake, when true love's kiss, the spell shall break. 



That's what Aurora and Prince Phillip taught us about, a true love kiss...
I shall be in my own world, trying to discover all of this..

Prince Phillip: You, my love, need rest.
Princess Aurora: I've had my fill of rest, when you kissed me.



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A dream is a wish your heart makes when you're fast asleep. In dreams you will lose your heartaches. Whatever you wish for, you keep. Have faith in your dreams, and someday, your rainbow will come smiling through. No matter how your heart is grieving, if you keep on believing, the dream that you wish will come true.






Cinderella: Oh, no. No, it isn't true. It's just no use. No use at all. I can't believe. Not anymore. There's nothing left to believe in. Nothing.
Fairy Godmother: Nothing, my dear? Oh, now you don't really mean that.
Cinderella: Oh, but I do...
Fairy Godmother: Nonsense, child. If you'd lost all your faith, I couldn't be here. And here I am.

Fairy Godmother: Well, hop in my, dear. We can't waste time.
Cinderella: But, uh...
Fairy Godmother: Uh, uh, now, now, now, don't-don't try to thank me.
Cinderella: Oh, I wasn't... I mean, I do, but-but don't you think my dress...
Fairy Godmother: Yes, it's lovely, dear, lov...
[realizing]
Fairy Godmother: Good Heavens, child! You can't go in that.



Cinderella: Why, it's like a dream. A wonderful dream come true.
Fairy Godmother: Yes, my child, but like all dreams, well, I'm afraid this can't last forever. You'll have only 'til midnight, and then...
Cinderella: Midnight? Oh, thank you.
Fairy Godmother: Oh, now, now, now, now, now, just a minute. You must understand, my dear: On the stroke of twelve, the spell will be broken, and everything will be as it was before.
Cinderella: Oh, I understand, but... it's more than I ever hoped for.








I realized with all of this dream that came to me, all of this temporary magic that i want it so bad, its just like something real even if you can't have it.but the fairy god mother always said to me that 


"Even a miracle takes time" 





Cinderella: [hums then sings] So this is love.
[hums]
Cinderella: So this is love. So this is what makes life divine. I'm all aglow...
[hums]
Cinderella: And now I know...
Prince Charming: [singing] And now I know...
CinderellaPrince Charming: [both sing] The key to all heaven is mine.
Cinderella: [sings] My heart has wings.
[hums]
Cinderella: And I can fly...
CinderellaPrince Charming: [both sing] I'll touch every star in the sky. So this is the miracle that I've been dreaming of...
Cinderella: [hums]
CinderellaPrince Charming: [both sing] So this is love.




Cinderella: It's midnight.
Prince Charming: Yes, so it is. But, why...
Cinderella: Goodbye.
Prince Charming: No, no, wait. You can't go now. It's only...
Cinderella: Oh, I must, please. Please, I must!
Prince Charming: But, why?
Cinderella: Well, I-I, oh, the Prince. I haven't met the Prince.
Prince Charming: The Prince? But, didn't you know that...


The clock is ringing waking me up from my dream, a call to come back to reality, where all of my dream was begin, it feels like real the way we kissed, the way we sing about love, the way we shared about how we want to be in our way of connection, the way we shared an eternal flame of love, my efflorescence of your love, i'm dying in your heart also dying with your dignity and i'm so bound with you... 

But i should run from you now 
i do know and hope that we'll meet again... 



"Someday in our dreams finding our own way to live together, our infinity times infinity and beyond"

"Just like the moon will drowning for the sun to shine, and the sun will ask the moon to glimmer at night. But once in a while, they do catch up one another, then kiss make their own eclipse"


thats the way i see my love for you, lets find our infinity and beyond 

I always love you to the Universe, to the Double Infinity and back!

With love : 

~ Azhalea Zarayu ~