This is a story not about an Outfit or fashion
This is a story about how a little girl who wants to be a woman miss her happiness moment, while she's break down.
Smile is a mystery in her heart.
Mentally exhausted by the personal life temptation, she got a lot of pressure through her life. She's trying to breath while she's drowning. She's fragile she's weak actually but she's the one who pickup herself while no one can help her. She asked her self like every single day since the day her world went down. she doesn't even know who is she, but she has a goal in her life. She's trying to reach every goals even when life knocked her down. She doesn't want to give up.
But in between her smile, between the day when people are need her she's hiding her tears in the middle of the night. She knows that she's fragile in every single her bones. She needs someone who can see through her break down, see her tired eyes, mind and heart. She needs to be love while she's busy to love everyone. She's completely torn in every second her breath. She knows that everyone have their own break down, but indeed everyone have their own story and this is hers. This is her story when she need someone who can see her weakness but still love her, still wanna be with her, someone who wants to be with her till her last time.
Once she has everything - happiness, she's like the happiest girl in the whole world, she can conquer the world, "you and me vs the world" thats the motto of her life, she try to give everything in her life or even her soul. But she doesn't mind because she's in love, love is crazy love is blind, love is hurt but beautiful either. So she choose to love. Then life gave her a challenge with all this temptation and yes she's all break down now. She's definitely completely ruin herself. She's not even cocky while she has everything, she's just appreciate it what comes to her life, and she's not deny it she try to accept it. Even if she has to falling to pieces she's trying to deal with it.
She's the kind of weird girl who loves about weird things but she's kinda cool for the world, but when she faces her own world, she knows that she's alone in this big and rough world. And she's alive. People hate her, judge her, make fun of her or even people love her. She's the kind of weird girl who try to deal with everything that comes to her life, even if she knows that she's not strong enough to stand by herself. Thats why she needs someone. Someone who can she her weirdness, or how lack she is but still, wanna be with her to conquer the world.
She miss being happy again, she's the daughter of the sadness, when she loves, people leave her, she lives in her dark world but she still want to find her light in between her life. She still trying to find her prince. She's the typical kind of girl who really loves to sleep cause she knows when she's sleeping she can forget all of her problem even if only for a while, people take her kindness for granted,
She loves you through your rough day and will always love till your last time, she loves you with all her heart and she definitely can accept your lack and she doesn't even mention everything to hurt you, she loves you even if you broke her heart, she loves you while you can't even love your self, she's sacrifice anything for you. she's strong because of you and also weak because of you.
Would you save her now? but remember she's not asking for your pity to love her, she ask you to love her with all of your heart just like how she loves you. Can you do that? Can you see through her eyes and say that "Yes, i can do that because i love you"
She's mentally exhausted by the life temptation but she still can smile. She still can stand up and reach her goal. She's strong but actually fragile inside.
Smile is a mystery in her heart.