January 2, 2015

Rainy Windy Stormy Kinda Days

Here i am sitting in front my laptop in between the rainy windy stormy days...

I just love the idea of

"Rain"

How i love the smell, the wind, the sound of rain, clouds and even the thunderstorm. 
I'm enjoying my self while pouring rain is happening, with me under my warmy-blanket see the dark grey sky and the water just like a waterfall, lying down on my bed and just being me in between the heavy rain or i just standing in my porch and let the water splash touch my skin.

I just found my peace and i can't stop being me with this same song that playing over and over in my head while it raining. 

I enjoy this rainy day when i can't lying down and just think about all of my life

who am i gonna be? 
why am i here?
what am gonna do?
where's my happiness?
why there is sadness and pain in our life?

this kinda stuff going through my brain, and then all i do is just being me. 

And when the rain slowly stop, you'll see the lights come out in between the clouds. That's life isn't it?
Its just like when you're facing problems, it brings out your emotion, anger pain and tears but after you let it out, here's come the sun. You no longer feel you're heavy problem, time is healing whatever happens in your life. Just like the lights who love to come after the rain.

Rain never makes me sad, it just makes me feel lonely but i'm comfortable with it. Its the only way i can be me. Its the only way to show me who i am.
There is another story about how suddenly rain changes your mood, but i found my peace in my introvert mind. 


There's something about rain, that touching my soul and i only can speak from the bottom of my heart when its raining. They are comforting me, they're just hug me with the cold, the water splash through your skin, the wind just like touching your heart. 
Rain just hypnotising me, and i love it. 

Its so odd, you find something beautiful in the Rain


I love the idea of
"Rain"