8.33 a.m
He went back to his hometown for christmas break, same day like me but different time.
He's probably at the highway road right now, listening to his fave music.
"Cancer is a family oriented kind of people, so there's this excitement thingy when he's going back to his hometown seeing his family or even friends. Especially his parent.
I actually felt empty, sad, feels like i'm losing him (well, that's just my ego) and there's part of me won't let him go when i saw his car is leaving our homestay. I already feel the butterfly in my stomach saying that i miss him already, but i'm so glad either because he actually made an effort to come and see me last night. Even in our complicated situation, he still surprise me.
I love the idea of falling in love with you, yes i do. I know this situation is complicated, but 'm going to say it out loud that
I LOVE YOU
Yes, and always do. I believe that we have our own happy ending later. If it takes time then it's okay. I will stay right in your heart, and fight for you. I believe that GOD have plans for both of us also. Thank you for assuring me when i need it."
So take care and hope you'll have fun
In case if you're feeling sad, angry, boring anything includes negative feelings or missing me, just close your eyes and remember anything that comforts you, because i'll be there. And always be there. Just like how Cancerian people feel save when they're at home.
Cause i'm your moonlight, sunshine and your home.
I love you more than i love bakso
My love for you is an infinity
Gonna miss you a lot
Love - A
A pure and sincere feeling of me