Yesterday, everything has change. Everything that connected with the boy named "Nikky Nicholas"
someone like you, whose got beautiful eyes, cute smile, strong body, strong mind, and have your own unique attitude has been lost from my heart, has been gone from my story.
Now, i have to get to used to, that he never send me chat every night, and he never ask me where i am, never ask me do i already ate something, and he never get angry to me because didn't eat, and he never ask me to hanging out together, he never ask me for playing point blank again, and he never tease me like he used to, he never making me laugh like he used to, he never making me shy every time we met and see each other, he never gave me those beautiful words like he used to, he never tell me that he sad because of me, he never tell me that he will always stay in my heart every time i'll ask where he is, he never making my world full with color, most of all, i have to face it and get used to that both of us never be in love again.
Your first chat that i was capture and the chat after that i capture still i keep safety in my image folder,
and your smile still i remember, and your laugh still i can hear, and your attitude will stay in my heart, until someday, you tell me that i already remember who you are, then it's my time to threw away your memories.
It's hurt, really hurt, pretend to forcing laugh and faking smile in front of every body, but exactly all i wanna do is crying, let the time pass by to my life.
i miss you, i miss to seeing your eyes, i miss you when you call my name..
i miss you every night when you making me laugh, making my world upside down, making my world is full with color. But now i can't see you call my name, i can't see you tell me that you are lonely or sad, i can't see you tell me how cute my display picture, and i can't capture all of your chat.
Now, tell me what exactly your problem and choose to leave me.
Now i have to faced it that YOU AREN'T MINE anymore..
See you soon Nikky :*
Hope you'll be fine, you'll be happy and get every thing you want,
I love you every day and always love you, even i have to forget you, but someday when someone ask me about you, i will answer you are my best story that i've ever had.
thanks for coloring my day, i will remember and never forget it.
x-o-x-o