It is DIFFERENT since we made those mistake, and i made it the day after, but i have and explanation, why i did that, i'm sorry, but i want us to talk again, i don't want this is going to be an awkward moment, i need you, i need us, and i need those heart..
Maybe i miss your KISS, and maybe i miss your TOUCH, and i miss your LOVE, But most of all i miss YOU.
Do we have to be DIFFERENT ?
I just MISS-ing YOU. and i wanna miss you again, i wanna talk to you again, and i wanna be with you, and i want us, i want our chemistry, and i want our laugh, i want our smile, and i want our soul, i want our mind, i want our joke, i want our tease, and i want our LOVE.
It's really different now, you aren't talk with me for two days since those conversation, my stupid conversation, we need to solve it together, it's hanging now, and i don't want to Nikky,
we need to solve this problem,
Ready when you'll say the worst posible, that maybe you didn't love me, and i hope you will say the best posible, but unfortunately we are in a circumstances awry. where everything that we'll asume gonna be worst.
But we do need to talk face to face, i need you and i need our former, i don't wanna stay in this line, crying every single night, and wake up then become more quite, thinking about what have been done,
and when i met you again then i've to forcing laugh and faking smile, while my heart is hurt and i hurt my self, did you do the same? do you ever think about me after those situation?
Nikky, if you tell me that you are confuse with your own feeling for me, i wil say maybe you need to choose and made up your mind. I know that maybe you think about the other stuff, because a wedge feeling, but i don't want you too hanging my heart and toying this away, i don't people have bad view point about us and about me or you.
just listen to our heart, don't care what people say, just being us is important things that i wanna do, i can't stay in this line for long time, let's wait for few days more, i know that maybe we are still confuse with what just happened, but let's faced it..
My expression of feeling for you - xoxo -
*Sometimes LOVE is going to be HURT in FIRST time but then we had a PERFECT LOVE STROY, when we TALK ABOUT IT, and REVEAL everything when we've got a PROBLEM*
This is what i imagine when we could be a lover
I'm dreaming for what will gonna di when you are mine and what are we gonna do..
Well, this is my expression of my deep feelings about you, i'm sorry for being such a horrible girls but i''m trying to be a normal girl, i know you'll understand, i hope you do the same thing like i did,
but please, say something about us, and don't broke all of this dream and all of this flowers, please stay with me and we'll made this world full of color, i try to retain what was happened despite problem. i guess..
i try to retain you, even maybe people saw me as bad girl, i don't care, i just want to reach you this day, i just trying to keep you in my list, my life, my mind, my world, my heart, i try to retain you for what have been you gave to me, i try to remedy the situation, i just don't want it lose it all for granted..
So, i said please do the same thing like i did, unite our minds, don't have somebody waiting on you, don't have somebody in love with you, reasonable to maintain that there is something, after i got your evidence
I just don't wanna lose you and missing you,
i wanna miss you again..
i know that we can solve this problem...
nikky, i always believe in you, please i'm begging you, listen to your heart for this time, thinking about me too, just listen to your heart
with love :*