It's funny when you love a boy, and he gave you some promisses love, but when both of you got caught into a problem, then it was change into a mess, but at the end you feel like you are such a horrible things !!
I'm in love with a boy, well like livin in a dream or world of fantasy, then we were getting close enough, i made a mistake, by saying some stupid words, i realize it that maybe 50 : 50 it will be change, but don't say it just like you aren't tired enough of it. but say it like you knew that this is our life !!
and i want you so bad, when we were did something stupid, but you felt so guilty, and it is confusing when you feel like this boy is easy going, but you are crying inside your room, then feels like nothing happened..
do you think that is it good enough you to say good bye ??
i don't want to, your my precious life, i've never met boy like you, and you did good to me :"( how can i forget you so fast,
all those memories still in my mind, until you said that "I'm already forget you"
well, you guys now what. i'm did this while i'm half asleep and half conscious, yeah i've eyes going to close soon, but i'm waiting for something stupid again, when it is just going to be such a memory..
but i can't let it go :"(
it's too deep for me, i miss him so bad, and i want him so bad
but what can i say ??
this is my life, god already wrote it, and i'm inside it and i'm the artist at my movie
soon you will know -xoxo-
