March 29, 2012

Another pain that we've felt baby, and all happened because of me..
do you believe it that it's ruined by me? i over react about our relationship, it's also made me thinking badly, do you think its normal? do you think i can let it out?
i'm sorry for blaming you that you did hurt me, so sorry for making you so in love with me, and so sorry for worrying you to much, i did all the think because i'm afraid of losing you..
i do afraid of you found someone else, that prettier or good enough to make you feel complete..
do you still believe in me? do you believe in my love?

i love you baby, i do love you i do love you and wanna be your last, i wanna wait for you, i know your the one that should be worth to stay in my life, your the best thing that ever been mine, the truth is sometimes i thought its about me and my self, trust me i'm the one who always think complex maybe because we're in the situation, because we are already wrong in this section, so i'm over about anything, i'm sorry because i don't wanna lose you..

people said that "the most you want that person, the most your best without him/her" do you think it is us? i don't want it baby, trust me, i don't want those thing happened..
i'm sorry but it's all because of me, do you wanna fight for me dear? if you wanna stay then me too. I love you more than you'll ever know, i know its complicated, but promise me that you want to stay with me, that you wanna fight for me..

I love you Nikky, so much :*