You should know that sometimes i hate being my self, its not about my life, but its about me and my mind.. I over react about anything, especially my love life..
someday my best girl said that, learn to be grateful about it, you can't always complaining what has you got and its really special..
Believe me, i do think about it, i do think about what had been done in my life, i learn to be grateful, learn to deal with it,
but you know, it still complex in me, complex with my self..
supposed to be i'm not telling anything in this blog, but i hate to pretend that i'm okay, well exactly i really love to crying out loud, burst my tears, telling everything what i feel, but to who?? i can't find someone else right now, and i do confuse with my life, and with anything that happened so quickly..
do you believe that God already write it, i mean, God already show me something important that couldn't understand it yet, *sigh*
i'm so tired, God please help me to convince my heart and promise me everything's gonna be ok, maybe not now, but soon, just like the quotes said...
- love : Zara -
