I can't think about it properly, and about his answer its shocking me, it's just like a daydreaming but the different is i got slap in the middle of the day...
I don't know its just confusing me, really, maybe i always complaining, comparing my self, that i'm not strong enough to stand besides you, but the truth is i wanna know our ending, i'll take the risk, and i'll start to believe about destiny, i don't wanna give up now, really...
I just thinking about what have you said to me once " you say that your serious and you say that you are love me, and wanna try so hard, until we get what we want" but in front my friends then BAM... you just like someone else, even you are not showing it actually, but people can read those signs, if you keep doing that, why is it me??
I never thought that this is gonna be hard for me, it is hard, but i still wanna try and don't wanna give up...
Would you be nice to me please, just be nice to me >,<
