Well, hello there you people,
first of all, have a wonderful night with people around you..
ummm, exactly i had a little bit bad news about ous, we took a brake for a moment cause of he said that his really not in the mood, he seems too tired, but when i asked to my best friends, he said that, its a normal thing cause cancer is so moody and its a usual things..
so we take a moment or space until he's back to his mood again, but i've to be patient, well at least i can be more relax than before, i'm so panic because its never happened to me, and its just really a huge panic,
when he said he needs break but then he still bought me some foods and act normally, so i guess i should do the same..
well, even i miss his jokes, laugh or he's smile but its take a few days maybe so just be patient, i know good things will happened when we are waiting and pray..
God i just wanna see him again in normal stuff, cause i miss him so much, love him a lot - xoxo <3