May 8, 2012

Already 3 weeks since he bored of anything including me, us, our relationship...
why did he change suddenly? 

couple days ago he told me everything, and its a little bit shocking, i miss him so much, how could you told me to find something better when i've got the best?
i just can't believe for what happened, i still crying in my room, but since you never here to shed my tears, i felt in a deep hole..

tonight its raining, its raining, i tried to do anything but it wouldn't work easily, how could you? :"(
i miss you, wanna be with you, i'm so lonely here, we supposed to be together when anything so perfect, but its looks like God is testing my patience once more.. i'm not mad at all, i see this as a challenge, and i don't wanna give up on you...

when people don't know the true story, maybe they could hate us, me or you, but they didn't know whats going on here, they can laugh at me, or talking bad about me being abandoned by you, but it will never change my love for you, i don't care what people say, i'm in love with you, i believe you think about it too.. 
since everything different, i don't know if i'm gonna move on for you or have to move on forgetting you, i just can't do that ~ can't do that, because i don't wanna lose a diamond...