March 28, 2013

Consciousness of my states

So far away, fell down in a lion's den..

"Without you in my arms, I feel an emptiness in my soul. I find myself searching the crowds for your face - I know it's an impossibility, but I cannot help myself." 
— Nicholas Sparks (Message in a Bottle)
 
I can't help my self from falling in love with you in every circumstances, and it's suicide, but i choose to did that. Even now, clearly the lion's already gone, find some better food to find, am i a food?? nah- but the kitten choose to stay, 
what makes kitten loves lion so bad? cause lion is a bad guy, and she can't help her self to find some other reason, but its a particular reason, sometimes community judges, but kitten doesn't care, all she know is the feeling is real, and kitten always pray that even her heart is torn into pieces now, even her heart's already gone in the middle of nowhere, she's just like still sitting there with her warm heart, loving the lion, she can't even find one reason for hurting lion's back, she can't find another bad reason to walk away, she can't do that. she felt that, but the lion's didn't, but she believe that someday lion will be comeback, and change everything in her life again..