May 3, 2013

Love...

Something magical about love, do i believe in love? exactly i do, but after love thingy there's broken hearted..

falling in love, people said it was wonderful things, is it? maybe yes, maybe not. When someone normally falling in love, indeed they will be the happiest person in the world "based on what they said, including me" they will forget about all of their problem, well at least for the first time they met their soulmate, they had a lot of butterflies in their stomach, i felt that..
And all you want to do is be with your partner, your lover, your sweetie baby darling, "people always mention bout that" 

I was busy hear about people story about their love life, their happiness or their problem, maybe i was just jealous, because mine's not perfect, i know that everybody either, but where's mine? where's my happiness? could you imagine? we're live under the same roof, saw each other almost everyday, but your ex already had someone new, and you just sit there, watching, crying, hurt, want to scream, gone crazy, gone mad, pretending everything's ok, but you know you're not, and you just want to get the hell out of here, i mean your life, but then you start to thinking even if the "thought" is come and gone, you start to thinking that maybe you need to stop all of this game, but you just can't do that Everyday i woke up with anxiety, feeling insecure, and i don't know if it is over now, i just don't know yet

Napoleon Bonaparte once said

“As for me, to love you alone, to make you happy, to do nothing which would contradict your wishes, this is my destiny and the meaning of my life.” 

But where are you?