24th July 2017
The night when i get back from my Hometown almost midnight in a windy weather for a tropical country.
Before my flight at 07.30 p.m when i was inside the lounge, i saw a success and old wise man talking with another success almost old wise man about their jobs with their very very serious face.
I was busy looking until one of them calling my name and asked me to join in their seats.
and it shocked me, it was my Father with his friends.
Joining in their table, one of them reminded me about his offer that day, when i was seeing him talking about Business in one fine gloomy day in the middle of July, inside a Five-Star Hotel, and it was a very cozy caffe in the central of J-town called "Grand Cafe inside Grand-Hyatt Hotel, what a right place for a right Business. At least that was i thought.
giving my politely greetings, i answered and joined in their table. So does the conversation.
Deep conversation between us four, till one of his bodyguard said to us politely we need to take off soon, so we need to go to the Aircraft.
Walking down the aisle into the Aircraft, i was thinking about our earlier conversation but not so much.
I was thinking about what happen with me 5 minutes later? is it too fast? of course the answer will be
"You're sitting in the Aircraft while enjoying your movie" / "You probably sleeping" / "You probably reading or else" but no one knows. What happened with me 3 - 5 years later when i was 29? nobody knows.
I was sitting besides the window busy looking the "dark night with orange-ish" from those lamps look outside the Aircraft, such a view from my window, while dad sitting next to me and enjoying his first class treat form the very mature Flight Attendant, when this thought strikes me back "What happen with us? 3-5 years later?" and i was also busy thinking about night dreaming of ruling my own Business based on our "Not so Adult" conversation earlier in the Lounge, till i heard an unfamiliar voice from the speaker, saying and warning about the take off position and i realize it's the Flight Attendant voice, remind us to fasten our seat-belt as the speakers goes on talking i was too busy night dreaming about...
My Own Thought is My Own Sanctuary
After 3 hours and 10 minutes flight, need at least four times back and forth to the bathroom, almost lost my gold love ring inside the Bathroom, and changing at least 2 movies, and finally hanging on to "ICE AGE - The Collision Course" at last minute. We finally arrived at this super busy Town as we known as J-Town and i need a very big heart to not remember what happened last time. What happened was Stupid, can i use this word? i can of course.
It was windy, and cold at 10.30 pm almost midnight, it was raining before we got here, need a medium walk to the baggage claim, thanks to my Royal Blue Manolo flat-shoes who makes me feel like a total Woman. While busy walking and did the Vlog thingy somebody texted me at this App called Line. That somebody was my close friend who accidentally cared about me a lot, and at the same time, this emotional thought strikes me again. Quickly think about being dumped but still giving those super sincere attention. Ignoring my friend's chat, and quickly move into my WhatsApp and texted his friend, since i don't have his contact, and decided to give him some of my "Real-Patient Attention"
While the checklist not turning into blue yet, i was quickly change it into line, and looking into her chat, and that was shocking. I was completely flattered and shocking till it makes me smile, while holding my phone besides the baggage claim for our Departure and not hearing my dad's friend asked me about the Baggage. Her chat makes me talked to myself without knowing those judging eyes are looking at me.
Still flattered by her chat, i was trying to play it cool and looking once again and try to analyze and summarized the conversation. When talking about him, the Business that i told you earlier is gone, like keep it, save it for later, i have something more important to discuss now.
She told me that he was in her room, with her husband talking, talking about me, asking about me, and she even told me that he wants me to go there from the Airport. That was a completely unbelievable statement, and unpredictable question. Got distracted by her message, not knowing that she called me by V-Call and i picked up.
He was there, he was sitting and waiting, he even talked, not in his direct way, saying "Please, come here" f.y.i he's not even drink.
Feels like got struck by lightning, i said that i don't want to, pretending that i was coming back alone without my dad and his friends, and i said that i was very tired and got so many baggage and i need to comeback to my Apartment and taking my car tomorrow, since i left my car in his place, which is my Ex-Homestay. Yep! We had the same roof, different room back then.
Driving along on the highway, where you can see those skyscraper and their beautiful lights made me change my mind, so i asked her, to tell him about me and my dad.
Entering my still new neighbourhood was giving me the sense of weirdness, in a scale 1 - 10 i'll choose 100.
I could not even think about anything, i was just happy with what i heard & saw. After taking care of my baggage, and clean myself. I'm so ready to take a deep sleep, hoping someday it'll get better.
To Be Continued...
Driving along on the highway, where you can see those skyscraper and their beautiful lights made me change my mind, so i asked her, to tell him about me and my dad.
Entering my still new neighbourhood was giving me the sense of weirdness, in a scale 1 - 10 i'll choose 100.
I could not even think about anything, i was just happy with what i heard & saw. After taking care of my baggage, and clean myself. I'm so ready to take a deep sleep, hoping someday it'll get better.
To Be Continued...