October 26, 2017

A Post Through Breakup (Part 1)

in a Rainy, Gloomy and Windy October...
A woman dealing with an end of a Relationship with her beloved one...



Which one is more hurting for you?
Which one is more dangerous for you?

Mentally or Physically?


- Mentally : when you got bullied by words, when you got knocked down by words, and when you feeling so desperate for help, cause you're drowning in your own thought, brutally bullied by words you can't even handle, and somehow that words killing you and makes you believe what should not you believe.

When you got bullied mentally, it took years to heal yourself, whether its a good healing or a bad healing..
mentally you're exhausted, you're keeping it for yourself, because you can't tell anybody how you feel or what you've been through.

- Physically : when you got bullied by Physic, physically you got beaten by someone and leaving you bruises, it hurts for the first time, but scars heal, skins have the ability to heal itself, but the bad news is, it leads you to a traumatic event and end up in a mentally phase. in other words, physically leads to mental problem.

When you got bullied physically, it also took years to heal, but the difference is you try to heal your heart, caused by the pain, your body got immune system, but your heart, no one can. 

So, mental is more dangerous than physic. 
Physic can leads to mental problem. 





A suicide for an example, suicide begins from a mental problem, either you had problems that you can't let it out, and it leads you to an option, to kill yourself, most people who killed themselves, having some issues and having the same reason, they're drowning in their own thought, which means they are mentally exhausted. Which means they are exhausted by the heart.

She's not saying that she's gonna kill herself, cause she's too smart for that...
She got an ability to heal herself, saving herself, from her own thoughts that bullied by someone she loves.
even thought at night she cries before sleep, mentally exhausted. The next morning she always pretend that she's fine..


Wounded by her beloved's words...

Can you imagine what some words mean to someone??




What possibly words can do to hurt you?
words leave marks, when someone hearing some bad words,
it'll goes to you brain, produce by the synaptic system and it'll divide which one is good and which one is bad...

both can goes to your long term memory,
but people tend to remember the bad one, why?
cause good stuff, good words makes everyone happy,
other way, bad words makes you sad, and human tend to remember the bad one...

People used to forget about another's heart,
and easily to say something that hurt you without thinking about another...

to be continued....