What a year for me...
Sitting in the sofa room, where movies playing on Tv
and sounds of fireworks everywhere, like, its not even 21:00pm yet in my Hometown.
Throwback to end of April, where everything began,
Not so good for Emotional, but really positive for Hard Skills
Still in a Rainy, gloomy season
where a story, i dont know, is it come to an end?
Then, it was earlier of May, when my Job wanted me to stay focus when everything was so Blurry & Unclear.
How can i ruined everything? well not everything cause some part created by him,
Its a World War again...
In between my Blurry and Unclear kinda mood,
I learn lots of things, started from :
1. You have to focus when everything is fall apart
2. You have to manage your emotional when its come about your Job
3. Be Profesional when Life knocked you down
Well, its about Focus when your world are falling apart.....
19th July 2018
2 months later,
When i thought everything was over, even tho i still tempted to touch it,
Then a simple phone call shocked me,then it was end up with Eyes seeing another eyes.
Is it a Sign?
Maybe God loves me that much,
16th December 2018
5 months later,
Again, when i thought everything was over
Fighting, with Anxiety and an unclear story
a simple phone call ruined my brain
As you know, then i end up with Eyes seeing another eyes,
A completely up and down night,
following by tears in the middle of 12:00am
Driving, and listening some stupid song on repeat
asking myself a question
"Where have you been this whole time, what are you doing?"
Then a simple thought came to my mind,
"Have you say Thank you to God? because you asked for it, then you get it, even tho it was over 5 months, but God answered it, Have you feel blessed even tho you ended up with tears?"
And all i know,
"Sometime i feel like a dick or i dont know, Because God always answer my questions, always make me hapy, without even seeing all my Sins, that i have done"
What a year for me,
Now it almost 01st January 2019
And, like another people i'm hoping for the same wish every year
Hope its getting Better than before,
Not much, just a simple Happiness for my life....
It is Whats Happening
