This is my month actually, in 30 october. my birthday will come and I'm 18 years old..
well, i like to stay in 17 years old.. i love it, it's more precious and more amazing.
And i hope in my birthday there will be a miracle happened between me and you, me and family, friends and my college. Amen..
Everybody always said that follow your heart, but what happened if my heart turn into pieces when i'm falling apart ? which one that should i follow ?
i heard about something that bothering me and makes me always thinking "Why i still LIVE in this world?" maybe this is the stupid question but, hey ! sometimes i get bored lived normally and i wanna be un normally..
crazy right ??
i heard about yeah, i mean now i'm stuck with a problem of LOVE, but trust me, sometimes i get problem with LIFE.. huh? what's my problem in live ? yeah LOVE...
funny ?? i guess not.. LOL..
but, i'm trying to amuse my self, because nobody wants to hear me, and all u i can do is doing such a drama in twitter, or blogger..
yeah all that i can do is "Drama" because i'm in a deep sadness, i feel terrible and horrible..
but, when i'm started to move on or forgetting him away, then there must be a stuff or a things that makes me remembering him, what a shamed !!
i'm tired....
Bye ... Love you..
