And finally the day has passed away...like thanks god...
So, you don't wanna read this one, umm exactly i don't wanna write this one, but damn! could you believe me, yesterday morning was awful, such a morning-mare i guess..
The night before i was just pray, something good of course but the next morning i was like a total crap, i just don't wanna wasting time and don't wanna hurt my self anymore..
Things been changed (like-so-much) so i just couldn't believe this is my final decision,
But far away from my broken-hearted, still theres people who loves you..
Fyi. Today is my brother birthday, happy birthday to you andrew, so we made a hilarious-surprise last night, started with :
We were having dinner at lekko-PIK one of a famous place in my town and causes by valentine thingy (blah!!!) we've got a traffic -and its sucks-, little bit hard to find a parking car, totally full and messed up, but we saw a Gallardo Lamborghini and a Porsche.
we enjoyed (with my unconscious mind) still flying somewhere or in the middle of nowhere.. the bad news was they're forced me to eat, which is the first i don't wanna eat, perforce by my sister and i ate those "iga penyet" they said that we should have an awesome night, so nobody's diet, no diet is allowed that night.
Took many photos, having fun, eat a lot, and we went home at 11.30 p.m maybe, the cake was ready (oreo cheese-cake) which is its yummy and it was in my refrigerator already, suddenly we decide to put the candle on it and hendry turn it on the candle and its blowing like a fire, but the worst thing is the birthday boy still doing his night-prayer, so we knocked his door and he was so shocked (well, he's already know-but he doesn't want the surprise failed, and all he did was stay cool and pretend nothing's happen)
It was fun last night, took another photo shoot, so many and when we were finished we're going to sleep, hahaa..
well, i'll give you the picture and post it when i was in my mood okay...
See ya
right now should be packing, cause i'm going back to my home town for five days,
I'll be missing for a moment
Ciao
Zara