and me? Weirdoooooooo
First, i got the wrong entrance, supposed to come from the main lobby, but cause i don't know i came from the other side or something like that. I guess its the only access for workers, so if you're not work in there, you've to come by the front lobby, i need 10 minutes to realize that i was wrong. I'm so embraced, damn!
Then when i'm in the lobby, should leave my identity and they'll give me this access card to go upstairs, when i came in oh la la, they did give me that "new-alert" look.
well before that happened, i already think of that risk tho, if they will see a young girl like me (haha) they'll give me that look and ask what am gonna do? do i've an appointment or whatever. I just want it to be over and get out from that office, its creepy for a girl like me.
When i'm in the elevator then i've to go at 21st floor for dropping my cover letter, well! Yes, indeed they asked me again, then i gave em straight answer, leave it my lucky letter there, and go back downstairs and yeah! Leaving that office (like-finally) those people really give a damn look for me until i'm out of the building. I ain't hate em, its just funny and creepy at the same time, cause finally i've experience for internship, but i don't want to be so excited. Its just i don't know how to tell y'all how it feels, hahahaha....
But, i should preparing my mental, physic and brain. Cause sooner or later i'll work in there (hope so) and i'll face the "Real Mean Life" i'm so excited but scared at the same time. I know i'll get an upside down drama, but lets hope that i'll be ready,
Besides the drama at work, of course i'll facing the drama in campus. Why? Cause i also have to make the internship report, which is gonna be 4 or 5 chapters i guess, and its gonna be hard, the report will have a lot of information about the companies, what am i doing, company's vision, mission, and what's my job desk, and my campus supervisor will give me an intern tittle report, their the one who'll choose the tittle.
Like example : Relationship between workers self esteem and HR environment (its just an unlogically example) hahaha. It must be more realistic than this one.
So, besides working i've to do a lil bit experiment in there, supervisor think that it might help me and all of the student knowing the work life, so in case if me or the others graduate then we'll already know what kind of situation that we'll be facing at work.
The point is : Its just too hard for me now, or maybe not, you'll know how it feel when you already passed this situation or maybe when you're going to face it.. (I pray for all the internship student) :"/
I think its enough right now, i just don't wanna make my self kill, causes by overthinking.
I'll see you on my next post alright
Love from me :* :* :*
Azhalea Zarayu